Michael asked me this morning if I felt any different now that we have been through the temple with Esther and I said that I felt more complete as a family and he said that was exactly how he felt. This last week was so wonderful I am having a little bit of withdrawal. Michael's mom was here all last week and she was so great at entertaining and helping with Esther that I think Esther and I are going through grandma withdraw. We will adjust in a day or two. Esther will remember how to entertain herself and I will adjust to being mom without a nanny. Michael's sister Jennifer was here for a couple of days too. We can't figure out how she got Esther to giggle so much. Family is always fun.